Project Happiness....

is just one of those things I nearly left back there at that other little blog home of mine.

But, alhamdulillah..I managed to rememeber it and drag it over here with me...

I'm generally very good at coming up with ideas for things and not following them through..I see it as a special talent of mine!

It seems like this was almost destined to be one of them, however...

we all need a bit of motivation sometimes, and I'm hoping this is mine insha'allah...

Having re-read my commandments to self, I know it's going to be a challenge...

I need to spend some time nuturing my relationship with Allah ta'ala, but before I can even begin to do that..there are some bridges that need building.

It would be impossible for me to move on in my relationship with Allah if I were not going to be totally honest with myself and with others...

I want to grow as a muslim....I want to die as a Muhsin..

and it means dealing with some long overdue personal baggage.

It's purging time... a deep soul cleanse... I'm throwing out all the bad, skanky, irrational, foul-mouthed, diva demons that reside within and am starting afresh....

I have hurt, and been hurt

I've cried and no doubt caused others to shed more than a few tears...

I'm sorry